Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Here is my blood test report! Daee HELP!


ME TOO! This is Michael Jackson from a hospital room sending a message to his fans. Now I want to say to those who visit this site that I was sick and can't post for copule of days . My cholestrol is 222, tri glycrides 174 and ldl 146, chlo/hdl risk ratio 5.4(Shirin please show these numbers to Daee). So I am taking medication for those. 2 angels came from LA and took me to their house and took care of me. I am gonna post some jokes for couple of days. TAKE CARE AND PLEASE LEAVE ME COMMENTS WHICH IS MARHAM RIGHT NOW! ;-)
Posted by HelloMJ Record Sales Continue to Soar!


Created: Monday, 30 May 2005

"Thriller" acquired a new certification with 27 MILLION units!

LATEST MULTI-PLATINUM ALBUM CERTIFICATIONS

Title Artist Release Date Millions Label Cert. Date
Latest Certifications
The Massacre 50 Cent 3/3/2005 4 Aftermath /Interscope 4/11/2005
Greatest Hits, Vol. II Jackson, Alan 8/12/2003 6 Arista Nashville 4/14/2005
1 Beatles, The 11/14/2000 10 Capitol 4/15/2005
Goodies Ciara 9/28/2004 2 Laface 4/15/2005
Silver Side Up Nickelback 9/11/2001 6 Roadrunner 4/21/2005
Recent Certifications
Thriller Jackson, Michael 12/4/1982 27 Epic 4/25/2005
Hot Fuss Killers, The 6/15/2004 2 Island 4/26/2005
The Record Industry Association of America awards platinum certifications for album sales exceeding 1,000,000 units.


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Saturday, May 28, 2005

Free Iran


When Mr. corsi arrived at lafayette park, the liars, radio sedaye iran(Mr. Morovati) and his gang tried to steal the show. Dorood bar Mr. davar for efshagari. shame! Posted by Hello

Friday, May 27, 2005

Marg yekbar, shivan yekbar!


Thanks for your patience and we all pray for you. You can count on us,enough of fake Justice,true torture and also enough of bad winning over good and sucking their money. As for Iran lets be BRAVE cause the wall is falling and once and for all lets rise. Die once and cry once as opposed to die gradually and cry often. Marg yekbar shivan yekbar.
Also click on title type your name and see what it says about you!Posted by Hello

يكي از طرفداران به شوخي گفت " ما در خبرها شنيديم كه در چين مايكل را به نوازش يك پاندا متهم كرده اند. اما ما فكر ميكنيم كه او بيگناه است. "

مايكل هنگام ورود به دادگاه به طرف پانداها دست تكان داد و لبخند زد.

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one of Michael's fans said "Michael was accused in china for patting a panda,but we think he is innocent there too!)

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Michael Jackson


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
see collection of his vests.WE love him all over,inside out,marked and unmarked,vest and buttons and whatever is underneath it. TA KOOR SHAVAD HARANKE NATVANAD DEED! I hope he wears the vest! scroll down.and see Mrs. Bush and Elizabeth Cheney in their trip to middle east.Israel, in a church . CLICK ON TITLE>

Michael Jackson we love all of you, don't worry


1-why can't we let the first Lady to have a peaceful visit like she does with christians. Always Jews and Muslims show unrest. CLICK ON TITLE .
Also is this a system of Justice or Torture? what is going on with Michael is not fair and the fans may not take it. It is no humiliation if they show his body , we love him all over, but we need to see the prosecutor's body and the boy and his mother's body to make sure they are o.k too. When all know about that and the mother orchestrates the son, then its obvious what he would say, a mark! We love all of his marks too!
I gave him some ornaments for his vest and hope he wears it an d take a picture so that I show you. He is loosing weight and RANGE ROKHSARE KHABAR MIDAHAD AS RAZE NAHANAM, for an inncoent it is a torture and may God give it to those who orchestrated this show. Posted by Hello

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Protesters to election in Iran yesterday


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
click on picture and see other pictures, also scroll down to see more...click on previous when get there. scroll down to see more postings and cartoon.
Dear Mr. President;
We think the regime in Iran is not legitimate, and also its election. We say NO to this iligitimate regime and its election;
Regards;(your name)
If every Iranian send the above as email to president@whitehouse.gove and vice-president@whithehouse.gov
we overthrow this regime. Please send this and tell your friends to do so. Thanks.

Iran's election is a joke,no to election,period.


This is Joke, scroll down to see more, click on picture to see it larger! I feel my blog is dirty having his and khameni's picture on it! scroll down to see cartoon too. New york times wed. may 26,2005Posted by Hello

Iran's policy is ajoke, scroll down for cartoon Posted by Hello

thanks to jaleh and Kianb for picture and cartoon!


look at some funny pictures, scroll down, also click on title to see what michael jacson's fans left next to his house.!! Posted by Hello

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Apples in water to stay cool!


I dont have a picture of maman's house, this is a typical house in some parts of Iran, these goldoons(plants) are found in almost every house! befarmaid hendevaneh as mother used to say!! At my grandma's house they would throw the uncut hendooneh in water and also had a abanbar, a place to store water. Their plants were mostly yas and aghajoon would pick them and put them in a plate every morning. Later on we would take a broom sticks(choop jaroo) and /or some needle and thread and make a neckless out of yas flowers. Also in their house were some marmoolaks(lizards) and they said if you laugh and marmoolak counts your teeth you will die! I tried to look at them on the wall always with my mouth shut!!

Monday, May 23, 2005

An Angel called Maman Zinat Joon


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
An angel called maman zinat joon, ZINAT YAMOTAHARI MASSIHNIA.

My grand mother from my mother’s side was an angel to whoever met her. She was always smiling and kind and patient and with manners. She was wise, a poet(click on title and see one of her poems in her own handwriting), a musician, a singer, a religious woman at the same time. She was reading Quran every night, but could sing and play violin . I never saw her play violin, but she sang for us, specially shod khazan golshane ashenaii.. a famous song of the famous singer Badizade. He composed it in Germany, but what do you know Badizade and maman were cousins(pesar ameh,dokhtar daee).They sometimes looked alike. I once met Badizdeh and he said come and sit next to me, I want to hug the favorite of Zinat. I was her favorite person,sometimes like her children.

I lived with her and my grand pa for a year. They lived in shahbaz, south of Tehran and we lived in darros,north of Tehran. I lived there for a year and god knows why, and I had a surgery on my stomach at the age of 12, while attending Kasai school, 4th grade, due to complication of my first operation at the age of 6 months!!.

I have to say my other grand pa AGhajoon bala, when I was 6 months old, to play with me, he threw me in the air and I just had milk and my intestinal twisted. I guess it was in Abadan. They oprated on me(Dr. Morshed) and did a sloppy job in stiches, had to re-operate that plus appendicies and hernia at the age of 12. I was always exempted from VARZESH(P.E) I was living with my grnad ma, and I guess parents were separated or father was in England.

I used to go to school with Mehri the daughter of Khale shokat. I remember maman making the best of food ever(no kidding) THE BEST. Now that mother is dead I can shout that, since mother made very good food, but nothing compared to Mamans. She was my mother and I loved her A LOT.

She used to sometime(every week ) walk with me to my school(KASAI) and then she would go to public bath and wait for me, after 2-2.5 hours, when my school was over, I would join her! I always was surprised as how can she spend 2 hrs in a bath. By the time I join she would have finished coloring her hair with rangohanna and knew about everybody around her. There was a corner with some water there and a lot of foam of soap. She would say , that woman sitting there is dumb,cant talk. This one lost her child, that one got divorced… and I wanted to wash myself fast and get out of there thou I like dthe part that we would immerse in khazineh, or a pool in the middle. I wonder why I never catch disease then and here we do sometimes. Anyway I always made fun of her staying in the bath.

There was my two uncles,daee Bijan and Daee Farhang, my grnad pa ,Aghajoon, and maman, khale shokat zari, and Mehri in that house( my other uncle daee Houshang was married and lived separate but close by). I was complaining as why she made gheimeh polo cause I did not like that food and she would quietly, kindly say o.k next time I won’t. Daee Farhang was always reading his pezeshki books to become a heart physician. I used to go read his books upside down. Daee Bijan was in his room and had a private phone. Their phone was black and rotary dial.?

Grand pa used to come home from Bazar(he had daftar vekalat 101 sabte ahval, which 101 translates to Ali in ABjad words), he was a lawyer in Kermanshah,. then he always had bags of fruit in his hand and he would shout ZIN ZIN DANG DANG(as her name was Zinat and he would make fun of it.) Maman would run to the door and say Agha please the neighbors can hear you. And he would repeat it every time. I loved their relationship). She would prepare her manghal and she used ghalyoon(hooka). Aghajoon used to tease me too and put all the stems of the peppers(small ones) on my knee and I would say aghajoon,don’t. and he would laugh and say khomshele,khomshele(abbreviation of pretty). How I miss those kind days.

I have to describe their house.

There was a long hallway(dalan) as you would walk from the street into the house. Then a hayat with a little hoze in the middle. A bathroom at the end of this yard(winters were torture to go to the bathroom!) and then some steps up to go to the rooms, and some down to go to basement(zirzamin) and kitchen(ashpazkhoone). The basement steps would pass a green house(golkhoone) with yas plants and some kabootar(pigeons). Then a room to the right,one in front of you and to the left was kitchen. There was no need for any air conditioning as this was very cool.

I have to describe the kitchen,as you walked in there was an area to the right with some holes in the wall one step up(they stored zoghal or coal in there. In front of you would be some stoves(the blue ones working with naft) that used oil and out of those primitive stoves the best of foods would come out. To the left was a place to wash your hand like a sink but made out of stone. Everything was dark there. And also 2 steps down was another faucet that you could wash your hands or feet there too. Daee Bijan always liked to go there.

Every morning Maman and Khale shokat would go in the kitchen 3 floors down and come out at noon with a delicious food. Upstairs was another 2 level, on first level was 3 rooms, and in the middle was a samovar always burning. On the right side was aghajoon’s room and on the left was maman’s room and I . THERE WAS A CURTAIN BETWEEN THESE ROOMS,NO DOOR! behind the samovar area was a small room and khale shokat,zari and Mehri lived there. I always slept on the bed, never on the floor and I guess Maman stayed there on the floor for the year I lived with them, such a contrast when I would go to our house in shemiran on weekends. Then on the top floor was 3 more rooms,first one daee Farhang, second daee Bijan and the other one the famouse otaghe mehmoon khooneh(the guest room). Every house in Iran had a guest room and it was the most beautiful, largest room in the house but no one would EVER go in there,maybe once a year for new year. But since going upstairs was difficult Nobody in that house EVER had a party in that room. Now that I think about it, why didn’t they let me have it or Mehri could have it. I remember a beautiful chandelier was hanging in the middle and couches were yellow.

O.K. I have not said much about Maman yet, I have a LOT to say later. I get tired these days and took me some days to write this so my next posting would be the rest of the story....

Israeli demonstrators in Israel


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
While Mrs. Bush was visiting the wailing wall these Israeli demonstrators were against her trip and wanted a spy to be released. America has captured a lot of spies,why an Israelie one should be treated different? Also notice the one with hijab on her head,be aware of the extreme right wing,anywhere in any religion. Wish they were asking for PEACE and demand their authorities to do steps towards PEACE as Mrs. Bush emphasises.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

MRS. BUSH IN ISRAEL,MANDATORY HIJAB!!CLICK HERE


click on title and watch the video. They look like cousins of Mullahs in Iran.
"We're reminded again of what we all want, what every one of us prays for ... what we all want is peace."- LAURA BUSH
Dozens of protesters stood nearby, shouting, "Free Pollard now." Jonathan Pollard, an American Jew who is serving life sentence in a U.S. prison for spying for Israel, was a civilian intelligence analyst for the U.S. Navy.
MRS. BUSH IN ISRAEL WITH MANDATORY HIJAB NEXT TO THE WALL!!! DEMONSTRATORS ,FUNDAMENTALIST ARE ALL THE SAME ALL OVER,THANK GOD THIS TIME WAS JEWS WITH HIJAB DOING THE DEMONSTRATION! read the article and lets pray prejudism vanish from the world of religions.Posted by Hello

Friday, May 20, 2005

ASHKDOON,BOWL OF TEARS


I AM SICK AND CRYING SINCE YESTERDAY, HEAT, HEARTBROKEN, BOWL OF MY PATINCE IS FULL TO THE RIM(KASE SABRAM LABRIZ SHODE).MAY GOD HELP US.DAR ZENDEGI ZAKHMHAIST KEH.... IF I HAD A JOB,SUPPORT,LOVE,INSURANCE....I MAY OF FELT BETTER.DR.GAVE ME THESE PILLS I TAKE THEM TO GO TO SLEEP AND REDUCE MY HEART BEAT. BYE. SHIRIN HERE IS THE GHATREH FOR YOU,THIS ONE IS GHATREH ASHK.
P.S. WITH THANKS FOR THE PICTURE FROM ANOTHER BLOGGER,PLEASE WRITE YOUR NAME AS COMMENT. I NEED TO REST A WHILE,AFTER ALL WHAT I SAY IS TAKEN AS A JOKE OR UNIMPORTANT, UNTIL I FIND A PUBLISHER,MY NEXT POSTINGS WILL BE ON TIMSAR SANII, X-FATHER-IN-LAW AND MAMAN ZINAT JOON FAVORITE GRAND-MA. CLICK ON TITLE AND PRAY FOR ME TO FEEL BETTER!THANKS.Posted by Hello

Thursday, May 19, 2005


FIRST LADY BUSH GOES TO AFGHANESTAN,GEORGIA,EGYPT AND ISRAEL. ALL COUNTRIES NEED NO HIJAB EXCEPT IRAN.SHAME SHAME SHAME SHIRIN EBADI. Posted by Hello

Mrs. Bush in middle east ,look no mandatory hijab except in Iran.....with

Please click on title and see the article. Thanks MRS. BUSH

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Still alive! click here to see PURDUE UNIVERSITY!


ma dar in varte zendeim hanooz! Posted by Hello

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

MJ, Iran continue nuclear,Shirin ebadi not a Muslim...


Father we need you!Free the world from Terrrorists and mandatory Hijab. DON'T BE FOOLED BY a football game iran-japan taht regime is planning on election day. DO NOT GO TO FOOTBALL GAME,BAN THE ELECTION FULL force, THROW SHOES ON TOP OF TELEPHONE LINES, CAPISH?
Also MJ (click here to see his latest picture) is bringing celebrities as witness. then there was this articel about iRAN RESUMING NUCLEAR POWER,CLICK HERE,TIME TO DEAL WITH HIM.
THEN SHIRIN EBADI IS TOO MUCH STRESSING SHE IS A MUSLIM WOMAN THAT MAKES YOU DOUBT. WHERE IS THE NAME OF HER MOTHER IN HER BIOGRAPHY?WOMEN AINT IMPORTANT?SHE IS NOT DOING ANYTHING FOR WOMEN.SHAME.SHE SHOULD EITHER BAN ENTEKHABAT (ELECTION) IN AN ANNOUNCEMENT OR PARTICIPATE AND SHOW THE WORLD THAT WOMEN CAN NOT PARTICIPATE IN ELECTION.WOMEN HAVE NO RIGHTS THERE MR.BUSH,DO YOU HEAR US?

Monday, May 16, 2005

Went to LA ,& looked for a publisher,HELP!click here


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
First click here and read it, the whistle blower gets JFK prize, The one who did tell about abu ghuraib prison abuse in Iraq. why not me the whistle blower??hahah.
o.k I dont really look like the picture now I am fatter, thou it is me 2 months ago in my place of work,one daya week I work in a computer lab. This very part time job ends this week! This weekend went to LA and visited Shahpar joon ,her husband and her family,VERY kind and nice people. They want me to move to LA and I like to stay away from crowd.But if I find a job I move. We see.
I also went to see how I can publish this book, it is 6000 dollars for 1000 copies of 300 pages 2 colors,no colored pictures! ALSO DISTRIBUTOR(PAKHSH) IS GETIING 50-50 OR 40-60 OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT!HELP!I need a publisher.
CLICK ON title AND SEE THE ARTICLE ABOUT MR. CORSI AND A WALK AGAINST IRAN AND ITS ELECTION.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Job Applications


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
o.k. click on the picture and on top of it is a sign with a + and says see all sizes,cick on that and you can read it.It is funny. What is not funny is the fact that I get rejection letters and the last one I got today said you typed 40 words a minte but with the errors we count it as 38 words per minute and can't consider you for the position. EXCUSE ME, MY MBA in INFORMATION MANAGEMENT ,MY B.S. in COPMUTER SCIENCES is nothing and just the typing is the factor??? STUPID.
When things like that happens I go outside, like crazy. First I went to my traffic class that Princess Diana was blamed for not Wearing a seat belt and the fact that Queen Elizabeth did not want an ARAB like DODI date her, and Prince Charles not wanting his children to have an Arab as half brother WAS NOT DISCUSSED.
ARABS ARE TREATED LIKE JEWS WERE BEFORE HITLER's TIME. THIS IS DISCRIMINATION 2005 STYLE!! LETS THROW THEM IN GAS CHAMBERS OR BURN THEM TO FINISH THE JOB OF KILLING 70(SEVENTY) MILLION CHRISTIANS AND 6 (SIX)MILLIONS OF JEWS (2/3 OF THEM), AND SOME MILLIONS OF MUSLIMS??? WE ARE GETTING THERE, FINISHINGS HITLER'S JOB. (CLICK ON TITLE AND SEE A MEMORIAL GERMANY BUILD FOR HOLOCUST,SOME JEWS DISAGREE WITH THIS MONUMNET. AFTER 60 YEARS THE WOUNDS ARE STILL RAW, AND I UNDERSTAND. WE ARE IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR COUNTRY'S CRISIS AND ARE EXPECTED TO BE COOL!).
Then I went to seaside to do some fishing, met Olga this Russian girl, becoming a Dr. and we went to beach together to be safe,then we went to Museum and saw butterflies.
NA TANGNAYE PILE BOOD KEH MARA DAR ANDISHE PARVAZ SEPORAD. KEH EZTERAR DOOSTE MAN EZTERAR. (POET,NAZI)Translation: It was not the darkness and tightness of cocoon that would leave me with the thoughts of flying and freedom, but anxiety my friend,anxiety.
But tonight I feel like saying :fateh shodam,khod ra beh sabt resandam- I conquered, I registered myself(POET,FOROOGH)
due to an email I just received that was fair and to the point.

Friday, May 13, 2005

Today with Michael Jackson,click here to see Moslehi


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND GO SEE ALL PICTURES I TOOK TODAY ON FLICKR.MICHAEL'S FATHER WAS IN HIS CAR AND I TOOK HIS PICTURE. ALSO READ THE ARICLE,ALL JURY IS WHITE,HOW WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE ALL JURY IS BLACK,IF YOU WERE WHITE AND VICE VERSA?
It started with whether I should stay home and get mad at this radio nd Mr.> maybodi or go to seee Michael and I decided to do that, but my number was not drawn. SO i stayed and gave slogans like michael's...innocent( like beat it music) and then saw him come out of court and blew him a kiss(after he blew us one!!)Then got home and the radio program wa still on. We need to learn to walk first before we run and this radio is doing it backwards. He makes me mad but I am mad at the regime and need to email George Bush. Then I left to go in front of MJ's house. Lots of fans. this morning I learned a lesson fom BJ and I should stop interfering with people's business. Then I saw Michael again,all fans with gifts and pictures to be signed.from England, Germany,Holland.... AMAZING. I hope he reads my letter and comment.. I somehow LOVE him ,he needs to eat well. I hope I can visit his anch. Then went to Solvang and had dinner. Saturday have to go to traffic school .

Thursday, May 12, 2005

BINGO. I touched Michael jackson,click here


5/12/05 My memories of Bingo
I live in a town in California that is so small that there is no SEARS IN THIS TOWN !Maybe now you can imagine how small this town is. But its beautiful. One thing about it is that there is a casino half hour from here! Believe it or not a real casino, called chumash. The name is Mexican and most of the customers are Mexican too, also they all smoke everywhere,but drinking is not allowed. Somebody is afraid of drunken Mexicans here! I got tired of applying for jobs online and getting rejection letters so I LEFT THE HOUSE.
Anyway first I stopped at Michael Jackson's house,20 minutes from here, lots of fans from all over the world were there. All clean,no druggie or alcoholic. He is clean himself. He was sitting in the back seat,with his mother and father in front. All went and said they love him and he shook hands with all. I SHOOK HANDS WITH HIM, THE TIP OF HIS FINGERS AND HE SQUEEZED MY HAND HARD(Shirin I was thinking of you). He is sincere. I wanted to tell his Mom, please feed him, he is loosing weight. He is small with big hands. This girl said he went to court today and there was a film shown ( I guess the one Moslehi made) and in there he said that he is lonely and never had a childhood and thinks there is mother's day, SO there should be a children's day also,for his lost childhood.
From there I went to the casino. After playing some black jack and slot machines,won 20 dollars so bought dinner with 10 and then another 10 bought a bingo package. It started 6pm and went on till 11pm! The whole time I was putting these little dots on the sheets Then I digged my memory about Bingo.
The first time I remember Bingo being played was in Abali,Iran, and my father was playing. A woman drinking a beer won. The cards had black windows that you would pull down and shut until all the card was black and you win. Now do you think thats the case here? no. there are millions of patterns. I am showing you one as an example and we were supposed to make an arrow and a diagonal line for this one. Here were millions of patterns.
I was laughing all the time,my second memory of bingo is when I went with Mamad Adili to this Bingo in Alexadria, Virginia,,and we were so HOL and did not know what to do, that after the game was over we figured that we just found the numbers and put a dot on them, and forgot to EVER check whether we won or not!!! We laughed till tomorrow! God bless his soul. I guess he will be one of the postings after maman and General Sanii and other grand parents and Bahman. God so much to write, so little time. I have to have a very special one about Babak.
My last memory of Bingo is very special, it was with Mother. She had to go to the hospital on the day after to have a surgery (mastectomy) on her breast for having cancer. We were worried and did not know what to do. I lived in Alexandria then and there was a bingo in front of my house. I took her and we did the right thing since our mind was busy with it the whole time and at 11 we slept and early next morning went to the hospital. Then we never checked whether we won either just played nervously, but I am glad we did that.
Now in this casino some people take it seriously and these patterns and pages and pages of bingo makes you puzzled. Where is the fun? I don't want to calculate or go fast.I want a game to relax ,Like the Abali. I remember my father told that woman where is our moshghomel?moshgmbel?God knows what but it meant dasti?bonus?percentage,..whatever.
I MISS MOTHER,MAMAD,FATHER THEY ALL ARE DEAD NOW.I DON'T KNOW WHY I AM STILL ALIVE, SPECIALLY THAT I AM NOT WINNING THIS DAMN BINGO EITHER.
tired of being outof job,divorced,but keep telling myself,there is a purpose to this, some unfinished businesses need to be resolved. First page of the book kite runner that Tina suggested I read says, "I became what I amtoday at the age of 12,. I remeber the precise moment crouching behind a crumbling wall,peeking into the alley near the frozen creek.That was a long time ago but its wrong what they say about the past , I 've learned ,about how you can bury it, .Because the past claws its way out. looking back now I realize I have been peeking into that deserted alley for the last 26 years". How ture its like jana sokhan as zabane ma migooi.Posted by Hello

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Maman Atish = Jamale Yar (will post the story later)


"True reconciliation does not consist in merely forgetting the past." Nelson Mandela in his speech. January 7th, 1996
Click on above, with thanks to KianB and specially Ardavan Bahrami - Persian Journal Editor for writing an article on anniversary of Dr. parsay's execution by firing squad by brutal regime of Mullahs in Iran.
"there is away to be good again" kite runner by Khaled Hosseini.
I AM GETTING READY TO POST MAMAN'S STORY! SO READ THIS POSTING LATER AGAIN AS IT WILL CHANGE . PICTURES ARE: MAMAN,ME AND BABAK ON upper LEFT,MAMAN WITH FAMOUS GHALYOON(HOOKA) ,MAAMN AND MADAR ON BOTTOM LEFT, MADAR AND A RELATIVE (FOR PRIVACY DONT GIVE HER NAME),WHO ALWAYS TOOK CARE OF MAMAN AND LOVES HER AS MUCH AS I DO IN SHABDOLAZIM ON MAMAN'S GRAVE. ( I HAVE NOT SEEN HER GRAVE YET AND ONLY THE PICTURE OF IT,I SEE IT IN AFREE IRAN SOON I HOPE.). Posted by Hello

Monday, May 09, 2005

click here for im memeory of Dr. Parsay's anniversary article


PLEASE HELP FREE IRAN. WOMEN ARE GETTING BALD UNDER THE MANDATORY HIJAB. HHHEEELLLPP Posted by Hello

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Thanks Shahram,Claudia,Shahpar and family!


Me in front of the Michael Jackson's house! I wan to thank Shahram for once again being so THOUGHTFUL. He got me a card, made the best Kabab and some flowers for Mother's day . I had tears in my eyes. Thanks God Babak called too, but Shahram's jestures are always thoughtful, I HOPE HE ALWAYS HAS THE BEST. Click on title and see the card ! Yesterday went to Santa Barbara met some friends/relatives and we went to Michael Jackson's house and saw some fans sitting there. They flew from Holland,Spain,england.THEN WE CAME TO MY HOUSE , GOT SOME STRAWBERRY. They liked the scenery but advised that I shoukd go somewhere with more population. I dont want to, but wherever there is a job I will go. We also had lunch in a most beautiful place at a hotel after SB ,but I need to call them, get permission and then post it. I am not writing everything, for that you need to get the book.
Tonight after dinner we watched a movie, a man on fire, very powerful and interesting. But at one scene somebody gave him an envelope with his picture torn apart and it was a flash back for me that Mehrdad's father, in a very stormy and snowy night almost 5 years ago, drove with his brother to our house and slid an envelope under our door and left. We both took it and oprened it and it was our picture torn apart to small pieces by them(most probably by his mother). How rude, inconsiderate,stupid and idiot can one get? o.k they were against this so called marriage but civilized people don't do that. I could not guess one in a million that in America I meet people(taze be doran resideh) that act as if its thousand years ago and we are in a small village.(one day I write about that).
Whatever the actor of that movie did I wish I could do to him,his family and even that father who is dead now. Human beings can get so rude and stupid and inconsiderate that a Hitler is born from them and some of his relatives will be those kidnapping children like the movie, or hurting others like Mehrdad my ex and his family.

Israeli chief Rabbi's son arrested,SCROLL DOWN


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.

Tina's trip to Africa,click here! My sunday posting 5/7/05

First, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY .Then enjoy the pictues Tina sent by clicking the header, PASSWORD= africa . Well today is Sunday and I went to church, I told you our group is lead by a physician, he brought some heart EKG charts,reminded me of my uncle . He said sometimes UP TO !1.5 HOURS THE HEART CONTINUES TO BEAT WHILE YOU ARE BRAIN DEAD! well wow!!
He explained the chart and when your heart is not beating its like when you are praying and its time to charge the heart itself with blood and praying charges the body or soul with energy. You can hardly snor cocaine when praying or do evil things! so you rest your mind and body as the intervals heart takes to rest and reenergize the heart itself,so it can give blood and oxygen to the rest of the body. Also read this weird news that ISraeli Rabbi chief family member arrested for beating and seriously injuring his sister's suitor? read it by clicking here.
ALL FUNDAMENTALISTS OF THE WORLD SHOULD BE PUNISHED

Friday, May 06, 2005

zal and simorgh in Santa Maria court scroll down


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Originally uploaded by roya parsay.

WOMEN ANCHORS TV OF IRAN,SHAME ON REGIME!


WOMENANCHORSTVIRAN
Originally uploaded by roya parsay.
WITH THANKS TO KIANB. Evolution of hijab in Iran from revolution. Women are getting bald under the scarf, MR.BUSH HURRY UP! To quote from one of the most famous Russian songs about the war, "We need victory, victory for all, whatever the cost."click on simorgh posting to read the article(Thanks to zork). Also some news on Michael Jackson's trial! 2 witnesses said NOTHING happened and no abuse! INNOCENT UNTIL PROVEN GUILTY.
also click here or on the title to see what I saw in front of SANTA MARIA COURT. It was a statue of ZAL and SIMORGH! do you believe it?its and old story of shahnameh that an eagle raised a baby who had white hair,eyebrows.. and this statue in front of the court today where Michael jackson walks in and out! Middle of a small town in America, who could guess Zal and Simorgh are there? His father was Sam anariman. I guess Rostam the HERO and strongest man in our mythology was his son!
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look at it by clicking the title or above and tell me what you think? PLEASE DONT FOARGET TO SEND LETTERS DO NOT LEAVE YOUR HOUSES ON ELECTION DAY FOr no reason no r REASON MEANS NO REASEON.DON'T GO OUT OF TOWN,DONT VISIT EACH OTHER...






Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Father and us in Shiraz,click here to see his poem





pedarmadarbachehashiraz
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Pedar(father) was different from anybody and everybody I know. Yes he was short since my grand ma was short, but more handsome than any tall man I know. He was well educated,very very sharp,knew English like his mother's tongue and could translate it, also was a prosecutor, lawyer and scholar,POETpoem1 about mother,connceting first letters of each verse creates mother's name (shokouh aghdas massihnia),poem2 another one about mother recited at age 20,poem3 in oil company of Abadan) .He has a lot more poems written here and there. He was saying weird things like Satan is an angel and the rest would say astaghforela! HE could recite any poem and knew the meanings well. At the age of 20 he recited this poem for my mother and dif you attach the beginning of each verse my mother's name will be spelled,shokoh aghdas massihnia! How neat. I can't recite one line of poem and he did that when he was 20.
He was beyond his age and time, also very political and he was living a political life then that now after revolution some groups do. He was doing nafarmani madani (civil disobedience) then, like not paying his traffic tickets to oppose the regime (he did not like a monarchy system). And also he was soooo in love with Mossadegh that he named my brother Mossadegh. I always thought why he choose someones else's last name for my brother? Till I read the article in Time magazine, he was the man o fthe year once and nationalized the oil in Iran.
Every time I had to write my info. On applications like for Army,sanaye nezami,sanaye electronic, was afraid to spell my brother's name, but some how my aunt's background was checked to the core and she passed the test so I guess that name did not bother anybody since they were in power.
He was all of that but in normal daily life he was irresponsible and not a daily father type. I understand him now since I don't have a normal life or any member of opposition does not have a normal life either, but then it would bother me. Like I see all my friend's fathers and they were normal or looked normal but my fther was living in a dream, everytime he turned on the TV he would say " dom dare, som dare, khar," the beginning of our national anthem. He also was drinking in the end thou not in front of us but I saw him drunk twice. He fell in the snow and broke his leg. I now understand how difficult it is to live under a regime you oppose and I would be drunk everyday too.
You see we had ONE party called Rastakhiz and if you were AGAH(aware!) you would suffer daily. He never took us to school and I said why you can't take care of your family and wanna solve the world's problem. Same is with me now, I was not a good mother to my son(patrtially I was forced to and for his safety I let him eleave Iran)but all in all I rather solve the world's problems than my little nest. Everyday life is boring to me as it was for my father.
He loved me a lot and I could get by. In the picture we all went to Shiraz when I was 9? Years old, with khanoom mohajer who had OCD and cleaned everything(all samovars in coffe shops on the road were cleaned by her)!! Maybe Maliheh my cousin was with us too.
I felt like a normal family then. His political activities were serious and he was with Mossadegh, as you saw his poem in Abadan shows how much he liked Mossadegh.

I remember when I was 17 and leaving Iran to study in America he gave me a small booklet(loghat mani) and wrote in there some sentences in English that he thought I might need. It was funny he wrote "our customs are different" and he said if a guy asked you out for a date you say no thanks and say our customs are different. He also once took me to pezeshki ghanooni cause I fell from the cherry tree and was begging the Dr. to examine me. I did not understand then, but now I know he was worried about my virginity!! Even after I returned from state, 2 days before my marriage he would not let me go out and see Bahman and I had to argue! He accepted my marriage cause I wanted it, he loved my son a lot and tried to bring him a portable bed(thou poorly designed) so we can take my son to the sea side with us. He did not like the seaside,his blood pressure would drop. he also had migrane thou at that time there was no name for it and we keep killing sheeps for his health, thou he did not believe in thos ethings. I dont know if my son remembers anything about him.
He loved my mother so much that after he first met her, he ran away to Mashhad to Mr.Mehrpour's house and said he loves this girl and need help to marry her, but at the time of marriage when mother had so much JAHAZ(drawery), he said well camel has jahaz too!!(it's the same word in Farsi)
My father's family was very different from my mother' side. He went to London when no one has gone,had a TV when nobody in neighbourhood had one, had an alfaromeo when noone else had. He WAS DIFFERENT.He taught me a lot but rarely kissed me, my mother too, they did not kiss us or say dear and stuff but in their way would give their life for us. Father got separated from mother and lived in Amirabad. We all left the Darrous house and went to Gheytarieh.
He was very educated and AREF and he was different. HE brought me a toy from England and I adored it. He was very white and in summer when we all swim he was too white! He threw each one in the water without our safety belt after he made sure we knew how to swimm. Once I ran away from home and had 2 tomans and went to my grandma's house. Upon my return he was at my aunt's house I went there scared. He forgave me. I once asked him what is your belief? He said Mossadegh and nehzat azadi.
He had a brain stroke and was in coma for months . I wanted to go see him but Iraqis were bombarding Iran. I heard in a chelokababi that they hit the hospital he was in. I could not drive back anymore and poor Tye had to drive herself to the airport.
He died on new year day of that year when all nurses were leaving the hospital and scared of the bombs but my mother would still stay with him. I heard the news in California again with my brother, right after I wore white clothes for new year . Same happened later with mother's death,with the same brother in california! My sister took care of my father in Iran too. what I don't forgive is the fact that they all decided to hide it from me until the end. I always think if I had walked in the hospital room and loudly said "salam pedar", would he wake up from coma?? God knows how many times I recited that in my head.
Pedar I love you and rest in peace.I forgive you and hope you forgive me for whenever I did not understand well and blamed you or argued with you, like the time you were telling me you cant read kafka (motaham, accused) and I would insist I can. You would say you don't have enough experience in life to understand that book and I would say you don't understand, I can get it!! Father, I never got it!!
I miss the days he was translating a story from Reader's Digest (the man whose wife would catch frog to suit his wounds) or Aghata Christi and I would help him..I miss the day he told Reza the son of our servant wake up here is kabab and he pretending to be drawned opened his eyes. He also took me and my sister to a court room where he was the bazpors(prosecutor) and this man got drunk and pushed someone and killed him. He asked him to sign his name,all the time I was playing with a thread off of his desk! He would always buy Tofigh and kouche shahr magazines. He loved Takhti and went to his funeral with millions of others. He knew Noori the singer,Mahmonir.. Sarmad the poet,Bastani Parizi,... and a lot of intellectuals and politicians, but my mother would not make a house of intellectuals for him,or let him drink.. whatever he did was bad to her eyes and to stop fighting they got divorced. I was happier that way too, they never remarried to anyone else since they had a strange type of love for each other. I hope they reconcile their differences in heaven now and a good time there. Boos and hug for pedar and madar.