GRACE=all that He is for all that I need

Grace=Shokouh,my mother's ame in farsi! His grace given to youin Christ Jesus. Her last name was Massihnia,meaning Jesus was her grand pa!! I went to 2 churches today.one trinity church and second a Mormon church. Funny that the 2 christian churches did not accept each other.Like shiie and sunnis or Jews of Israel and Jews of Ny . WHy the closer you get the more critical you are from each other? I felt good with the Mormons cause they did not talk about others. I asked them about blacks,satan and all. You see I research and pray at the same time. UNITE,NOT UNIFORM. click here to see the dokhtare shayeste,miss Iran!

Heart beat

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like peogens getting together to shelter from the rain. Rain in Las vegas on thursday under 111 degree even surprised the birds. Here is how the sky looked like on the way back from Las Vegas to California. Also click on title and see the sky looking like a tornado and cloudes goinf grom sky to earth.

Last night another aunt died,refreshed my memory

The phone rang last night from Paris we heard the sister of the people I am staying with died of cancer. We called the niece and told her and I got a flash back to my aunt's news of her death. We heard it thru a frined who heard it thru the radio. 3 women were executed by firing squad and she (Dr. Farrokh rou Parsay) as a high political figure and the other 2 women were drug dealers and wrong doers! Just like Jesus being punished between 2 theifs, jallal khalegh! Well I remembered the day we tried to bury her. We all went and got the body from SARDKHOONEH(cold places that I forgot the in english) then we drove to cemetery. I was so scared cause it was a task to bury people who the revolution and mullahs killed. WHo was to blame/ Shah for leaving his own cabinet behind to be killed? The mullahs? people for being indifferent. The custom in Islam is to wash th body,wrap in a white piece of cloth, lay the body on ground and pray in front of it, a special pray for the dead(namaze mayet). And then as we were waiting and my pregnant cousin went to ghasalkhane(where they wash the body) so that she could kiss her mother for the last time, my fear got bigger and bigger. Then I asked around and they said there are 6 bullets around her heart and they made sure to cover it so that my pregnanat cousin wont see those and just the face. SHe came outside and said I kissed her. Now she(my aunt) was lying right in front of us in white kafan. I was shievering and looking at the body. How I wish I could run and hug her,but at the same time we had to do the ceremony in quiet. ANy Khomeini guard's atttention would result into stopping the ceremony and not letting us bury her. How crazy,rude,fanatic... and world is still watching. A man passed by and told me khanom you are too worried what happened to your dead one? I just stared at him a whispered a pray under my lips and shivering of fear,anger and disguist. They lifted the body and we went to the grave. There her husband made a small speech and had a green(jade?0 worry beads in his hand and looking in the grave with my aunts body lying in there hesaid you gave it to me and now I return this back to you and dropped the worry beads in the grave. SOme started to pour dust on the body and some rose pedals..... Yes they destroyed her grave's stone twice and are even afraid of her body,but that day we managed to bury her like any other body,thou the story, the execution and struggle for women's right just turned to a new page. How can we make women and good men of the world aware of this? I am making a video of her life with all the pictures I have of her, anybody is interested to obtain it and show it in their country,town, city? I would love to spread the history of struggle of women in the world, let me know if your heart beats for the same reason as mine does.

Away for one week to re-enrgize,read discardedlies meanwhile!

Click on header and read article on finding munition in Iraq.Thanks president Bush for letting soldiers stay there. Need a pause to think,renew and re-evaluate.Should I submit to silent majority and be in-active or continue struggleing? If need to tell people to have tolerence for opposition should I be interviewed too or just close frineds? Why not teach a lesson to people to bear each other by keeping me on board and interviewing every 2 weeks or so? Tolerence means dont make fun of the leader of opposition, bear it. bilmiri?goori zadeh?

STOP THE WORLD I WANNA GET OFF! Thanks Greg,read on

Everyday I get letters like these 2 from different organizations rejecting me for a job that I applied. It gets to you after awhile and its going on a long time. I have an MBA and a BS and some experience. I applied from 8 dollar an hour jobs to 30 dollars an hour. I actually had a discusion with the school for sub teacher,which is a job with no benefits,occationaly and 8 dollars an hour for me an MBA with teaching background, a little accent, a little spanish,some french and a little German knowledge. Well i WAS A PROGRAMMER ONCE. nOW i HAVE A JOB PLACEMENT OFFICE WORK FOR ME IN LOMPOC, ONE IN LA AND ONE IN SLO WHICH IS AN HOUR NORTH OF HERE. i EVEN PAID 145 TO THE LA AGNECY(JEWISH CENTER) TO HELP ME FIND A JOB. I APPLIED TO BANKS,RESTAURANTS, HOTELS,STORES, UNIVERSITIES,COLLEGES,SCHOOLS,...YOU NAME IT. ;-(
Today was a strange day,first I had discussion with school HR for not getting my resume and contacting me.Then I had a flat tire on my car and had to buy a new tire. Then came home and called Mr. Holakooi,since MRs. Farnoodi makes me angry by taking a telescope to make sure kkhomeni was on on the moon!what do you do when your psycologist is crazy herself. He did not let me say names so i say it here. Then I checked my phone and said I owe them $273. I was about to kill myself . As I was shoutng and crying Greg walked in and took the phone from my hand and calmly talked to them and explained. Outcome was I changed my plan to 60 a month and 273 was waived. Thanks Greg. Then I checked my bank account and it was almost empty. I cried a bit had some wine and then to thank Greg made him rice with sufferon. He made chicken masala.It was DELICIOUS,jaye shoma khali. That was good but such a day...

I am going away for a week. Enjoy your lives till I write the rest of the story upon my return. Au revoir. 

I (a Muslim married a Bahai...)had my first communion today!click

Still moving.
Nevre NEVER never give up.
I learned new stuff today. You see I research and wrote a book on religion and status of women on each(should be posted on my blog,women and religious rules, if I stop being lazy). Then I went to a Mormon church today!!WOW. O.K this is how it started, first I was walking and saw a neighbour watering her plants and I said hi,she said hi and started talkingto me and asking qs and I said if you wanna go for a walk I am right next door and need to llose weigh. She was at our door couple of days later and said she has some women at her house and there is a meeting and a military guy returning from Iraq is going to talk. I accepted theinvitation gladly,first I am lonely in this town that I just moved into,2 had questions from somebody who just returned from Iraq. In the evening I got ready and took a bottle of wine to be polite and walked into their house. O.k lots of women and a bing punch bowl in the middle of table,but the content was white not red as wine is. I walked into kitchen and gave the bottle to the woman and asked what is that punch? They said water,Iasked what church you belong to>she said we are mormons! I felt so ashamed,first a Muslim taking wine as a gift(Ilike occational wine sipping!) and to a Mormon gathering. I took the bottle anddropped it in car which was given to friend when went to her new apt. in LA next day. My next shock happened in the church today. I tell you after I explain what the military man from Iraq said . He explained there are hospitals built and roads built and we were wondering how swe should react to TV when they only show shooting and terrorists took over the whole news.some said turn TV off and some said write them a complain letter. Which one do you do>?forget it I should ask that from discarded lies people,my readers are like walls,no reaction. So full of themselves,o.k I went to church this morning and here were my shocks. First I went to my old church meeting with Dr. E lesding it. His main points were common sense thoughts are common have faith and God in an action and don�t go just by common sense. Also another Q came to my mind how many times you saw another family or household and you wish you were born in that house or family? Another q for my discarded lies friend. Now the shock, I went for the first time to a Mormon church. It was simple,up to the point and they passed bread and WATER for body of Jesus and blood of Jesus. Well his blood could be white cause he changed water to wine,and also good for those who quit alcohols and children not drinking wine every Sunday. They let me have it no questions asked. so I had my first communion today but what happened next was interesting.yThen they took us to a room and showed a movie and said ask q?I said really?I have a lot. What is book of Moses you are quoting from not in my bible, why you say it was good that ADAm disobeyd God? They explained since Adam disobeyed we are here on earth and can do are life, mistakes,learn from it and better ourselves and � I said then if its good then did EVE tell Adam to do it? 9According to Jews and Christians it is EvE who did the first sin,in QURAN adam and eve TOGETHER did it and together blamed). They said yes and I said then a woman did a good thing and the wise thing first.Thank you Jeus for once woman did something better than man . hallelujah!! Well in Judaism the fact that woman suffers at labor time is blamed to the fact that Eve told Adam eat the forbidden fruit and here at Mormon church they were appraising EVE for that! O.K one point for mormons in my book but I do know that men were allowed to have several wives. In Mormons, Judiasm and Islam. I sked them for a meeting and said I want to ask my qs then, We are supposed to meet later. I tell you the rest of the story later�For now hope all mankind,religions and faiths get closer to each other and we all react to evil(like terrorist and Iran�s regime) wholeheartedly . AMEN!
Also I went to LA yesterday and saw Saeed Behbahani and MR. Khalili in nashre ketab,had lunch with Azi and went to dianethics meeting. In a talk with Mr. behbahani (who is a brave man to fight in the court with the regime) and Mr. Khalili we concluded the Iranian muslims are the minority with no organization to help each other and stand against the evil regime in Iran ) . also we have no choice but to get togehtehr and unite,all different religions and sects.Till later,alligator.

Who to blame for the bombing? followers of fake Imams.

I was reading this article suggested by discardedlies site and here is my thoughts on London Bombing.
" Of all the shattering revelations of the past few days, the worst has been that these suicide bombers were British."(go read the blog and all commnets, wish I get that many commnets ere!) . Above is a sentence from the article and my opinion on it:
Since when by being British you cant be a criminal? so full of himself!
If a race is suppressed,ignored,humiliated the next generation rises,look at Israel.
Now turn th epage; look at percentage of Muslims hired and on top positions as opposed to ridiculed in every article,paper,movie...
I like Bush's analogy,Islam is not bad,terrorists are evil. Islam is hijacked by some and rest are suffering.Idont judge all chrisyians by Oklamoham bomber,or all Jews by shien bein pizza incident. I blame the person, not religion, not nationatilty. So these terrorist could be british,could be Muslim,coulde be anything their mind was to be blamed individualy, then look at the wrong doing of the society as a whole to affect those minds.
I like the conclusion to recognize the followers of these fake Imams. and separate innocent ones from MOGHREZ ones .What do you think?.

Who takes pictures from inside prison of Ganji?click

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click on this picture and read the comments about it on the botttom of the oicture as you scroll down.
O.K. I was saying that when we returned we lived with his family and I went to IBM and Bahman went to sarbazi. I was a coworker with sassan kamali,and nooshin later joined ibm,thou fereydoon went to ISIRAN a rival for IBM. But I was a newlywed and could not keepup with long hours of IBM,so I was told to leave since I said I want to work to live not to live to work or something in that nature. (By the way now that I am writing these lines I am in a bus going to chumash casino just to pass time, while I write these memoires). At this time Bahman finished his sarbazi and started working in sazemane gostareshe sanaei(industrial advancement) an office made for general’s children we were told,thou they did a lot for arak machinery and kashan something. As for me after I left IBM I started working in darbar.
Well we had our first disagreement after humiliation over the leather bed and vanity and dresser that I bought and Bahman and his family made fun of it and the fact that nobody from my side of family could visit me or were invited ,I went to my mother’s house(ghahr kardam). Bahman came after me and said he loves me and agreed that we rent an apt. thou it was still in elahieh/fereshteh and we would spend most evenings with them. My mother came to get me and my clothes when I left and said nothing about staying. I should mention that before this incident I was told to go to darbar and start a job there. I used my computer skills and digital computer to work on a project that a database full of Shah’s activity was made and you could retrieve info on history of iran per words and tags. ISIRAN was helping with that project and shirin Javid and zoya and mandana were helping with that project. In the end when it was ready and the king wanted to visit the project I said I want to leave for America for a visit to my brother! I really did not do it for the Shah,but for the country and its history. You see in political activities I was towards Mossadegh and they were towards Shah and Bahman was too English to care for the difference.
He even could not read and write Farsi. His first love letter to me was so shocking to me cause he wrote you put the knife in my heart and turn it!! How awful, in Farsi we never get so cruel ,love letters are full of roses and moons and rivers,like maybodi’s poems, no chaghhhhhooo and turning . ikhhhh….
I learned how to make kateh(a kind of rice) from Timsar. I must admit I knew nothing about cooking,cleaning,washing and stuff.We always had servants and all women in our family were like men or did men’s jobs and held office positions so we were not taught like other girls how to be a housewife or keep a husband and all so I learned how to cook Chinese food,gjigo, and beef strogonof? from Bahman and kateh from Timsar. Thou I can make delicious food but that was never a goal or important I my mind. He cooked and I washed dishes. Timsar used to say one should be able to live in one room in a ship and manage,my uncle amoojoon farvardin was an army man and with the same mentality. Timsar also asked us what do you think about the time vaiahd(son of theKing) come to power, we all said he would have a difficult time cause we saw confederation shaping up at Purdue and people did not want a monarchy system anymore, no offends to Vaiahd(The Shah’s son,Reza pahlavi who lived close to me whenI was in Virginia and I ran into him once in the circuit city store!).
Bahman and I moved to the one bedroom apt. and I changed my job to sazemane barnameh. I guess after I did not stay to show the project to Shah I was not welcome anymore,thou before that Hoveyda the prime minister came over and saw it ansd asked questions and TV showed it. Timsar said "chap mirim roya khanoom ,rast mirim roya khanoom",meaning the Tv was showing me from right and left. Also once Timsar …..(forgot his name, a big shut) came to visit and we asked him when he was born and I entered in the computer and told him you were born on a Tuesday… and he said how do I know, I said you can ask your mother and the room got quiet.Later Dariush Shafa my boss told me its better that you are not attending the day Shah is visiting cause you give sharp comments. I always said what was in my mind and still do. Well he said I hope I can escape Savak saying Roya wants to visit his brother than the king, I said you can say cause he is sick,to be safe, he wants the job done and I did it. Timsar being a politician showed a little reaction, thou I am sure while we were developing the software he was telling about it to the Shah. Timsar kinda got to know me and even during revolution I surprised him. I tell the rest later,for now we moved to our new apt. in fereshteh and tried to work out our marriage. NOW LEAVE A COMMENT(like a donation!!-God it ain’t easy to remember those days believe me).

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Regime of Iran's last hours,Congratulations Saeed Behbahani!CLICK

FIRST OF ALL SAEED BEHBAHANI WAS FILMING THE VOTING SITE OF REGIME IN MARYLAND AND GOT ARRESTED FOR TRESPASSING! IN THE COURT HE WON THE ARGUMENT AND DEFEATED THE REGIME OF IRAN.HAHA WATCH RANGARANG TV AND CELEBRATE. THANKS DAVAR AND SHAME ON OTHER TVS NOT COVERING OR SUPPORTING SUCH EVENT. NOW THE RETS OF THE STORY.....

The significance of General Sanii being the ex-minister
of war or secretary of defense was due to the fact that
he was a devoted Bahai. In that religion one cannot
interfere with politics period,and him and Hoveyda
were in highest ranks  of politics in Iran. The way my
ex husband explains it is this: 

Hoveyda's father was a Bahai and was given an administrative exclusion

(meaning he could not participate in any religious affairs) because of his

job as an Ambassador. The same strictures were applied to my father.

In Frasi I was told that he was TARDE EDARI. So with that explanation they pursued politics! Although I heard from some Bahais that they considered him as an angel or very religious for the Bahais. He never smoked or drank,thou at youth he had done it. He was even sheytoon as Timsar Farzad ocnce told me at sade Karaj while water skiing there , that when Timsar was drafted he Would of left his boots pretenting he is sleeping there and he called him osta Bala. But when I met him he was very quiet,respectable and no smoking, drinking,gambling….and as it is mentioned in his letter to me he expected the same from Bahman my ex. Bahman loved occasational cigars and a beer and timsar disapproved even that.

Anyway, Hoveyda was the Prime Minister and General Sanii the Secratary of Defence, and Dr. Ayadi the personal Physician of the SHAH, so one can conclude that Shah trusted the Bahais. Unfortunately the Jews in Iran were way undercover and one did not know(and still does not know) which politiciian or singer or writer was/is Jewish , but I heard the two disliked each other cause original Bahais were Jews in Iran and some Jews disapproved of their conversión.

So we returned to Iran after I finshed school and Bahman stopped pursuing his Phd. We lived with Timsar and Touri joon in the same house. I woke up one day and looked outside the window and these cars were parked in the garden in Eelahieh where Timsar’s house was: A Jaguar belonging to Touri joon bought from England, a station wagon that they bought using my student permission from USA(In Iran at Shah’s time each student could bring a car paying no taxes when their study finished) used by Timsar everyday driven to oil co. by the chauffer, a Porsche belonging to Bahman, a Volvo belonging to Amir and Maryam (Bahman’s sister and her husband who attended Purdue also), my little Honda, Jaleh and Mahmoud’s car that I forgot their brands. (Jaleh is the other sister of Bahman). Bijan the youngest brother was still in England studying. The garden looked like a party was going on and it was everybody returning from abroad after finishing school. Already I had some Disagreemens as I could not figure out why we had to live with them and cant rent an apartment? I started working for IBM and Bahman went for Sarbazi(got drafted), thou he would park his Porsche there and all would treat him special knowing who he is. In Iran people have a tendency to treat you different when they feel you are related to a politician. I remember when I was going to school my home economics teacher Mrs. NasiRzadeh would ask me what color I like and she would sew the project of the class for me in that color just because my aunt was Sceratary of Education then and I carried her last name!Also later when I left IBM and started working in culturl affairs of Darbar with Mr. Shafa(SON OF SHOJAEDIN SHAFA), the doorman would stand up and salute when I wanted to sign the book which was used as punching card machine for your presence,. He said he was in the guard and Genral Sanii was every military man’s boss being head of the army . I WAS CARRYING SANII’S LAST NAME THEN. So I HAD THE LUXURY OF GETTING SPECIAL TREATMNET FROM DIFFERENT CLASSES OF SOCIETY DPENDING OF WHICH LAST NAME I USED. NOW THAT I NEED THOSE INFLUENCES TO FIND A JOB ITS MISSING;-)…… TO BE CONTINUED

In Morro bay today to drop a resume in SLO,click

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I went to a town an hour north to give a resume to temp agency. I stopped in Morro Bay and Avilo beach, here is Morro Bay with a large and small stone in the middle of it.BEAUTIFUL.
Of all birds I love LAK LAK or Heron. I saw 3 of them in the sea,trying to catch fish from the sea next to the shore. I loved it.Here is their picture. As for continuing my story somehow I froze. Maybe waiting for a picture or some push. I guess this happens to writers and will pass. Also ice cream for all and a Pepsi since I passed my CBEST, test . I can sub as a teacher next fall maybe. 8 dollars an hour for an MBA! lalalallalla . Now post a comment and be jolly!! you donte poste a comment, I donte writee an article.in be oon dar ye sooram roosh!

Jesus laughing, In remembrance of me or whistle blower?click

ARE YOU GOING TO SPONSOR MY BOOK AND PAY FOR ITS PUBLISHING? OR ANYBODY YOU KNOW?
I want to ask my readers to give me suggestions for the name of my book ,these are my thoughts up to now and please don't hesitate to comment as I don't wanna feel like talking to a Wall for as long as this book is posted on internet I want reactions please.
O.k my 3 names are:
1. My unedited life
2. In the remembrance of me
3. Whistle blower
I went to church today. Yes I am a Muslim learning about Jesus,I should do the same for Moses too. I married a Bahai and loved a Jew. So I am Intenational when it gets to religion. Here I go to church to connect to God.Every week I will share the experience if I attend the church. today we watched a movie on a woman making pots from clays and talking about God making us out of clay and in his image. These are my notes for todays meeting and I will try to post every week my spiritual experiences when I go to church, I should post my memories later and now I feel like talking about God and religion . Don't wait till somebody dies to remember God or feel sorry for not seeing the person more often. Today we talked about:
- be the best you can always be
- water as medium
- Yield to God(I been fighting with him for so long.no submission to men and God in my life and just wasted my energy)
_ unless you don't put a pot in fire it cant hold water for you
- Joy,patience , maturity

I found out that my memoire of Timsar Sanii is turning to events happening to me during revolution so will take longer to write.I did not expect this to be main part of my book and memories but it is turning that way. I will post it later,for Sunday this is ok. God bless and may God help Iranian people to be freed soon. NOW PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT AND SUGGEST A NAME FOR THIS BOOK? THANKS.
THIS IS HOW YOU LEAVE A COMMENT CLICK ON COMMNETS THEN CLICK ON POST A COMMENT THEN WRITE A MESSAGE,CLICK ON ANONYMOUS .IN YOUR MESSAGE SIGN YOUR NAME IF YOU WANNA LEAVE YOUR NAME,THEN CLICK LOGIN OR SUBMIT MESSAGE BUTON, VOILA EINAHOO KHAREJ!THNAKS TRY IT YOU MAY LIKE IT. BABA KOSHTID TA YEK MESSAGE BEGZARID!

BONUS TO ALBORZIS,MR.MOJTAHEDI AND SOME TEACHERS OF ALBORZ

ALL MY LIFE I FOUGHT FOR JUSTICE AND AGAINST CENSORSHIP,NOW THAT I AM WRITING MY LIFE I WANT TO TELL THE TRUTH NOT TO PLEASE THIS AND THAT.TOMORROW I POST MORE ON GENERAL SANII A COMPLICATED FIGURE IN IRAN'S HISTORY,BUT AN X-FATHER-IN-LAW FOR ME. I MET OTHERS LATER IN MY LIFE THAT HE AND MY EX BECAME LIKE ANGLES COMAPRED TO THEM BUT STILL THE FACT REMAINS WHETHER I AM JUDGED WRONG BY MY SON OR NOT I HAVE TO TELL THE TRUTH. FOR NOW THE ABOVE PICTURE IS FROM SOME ALBORZIS AND MR. MOJTAHEDI,AND THE MAN ON FAR RIGHT MADE MY EX LOOK REALLY GOOD SINCE WHAT HE AND HIS FAMILY DID TO ME WAS BEYOND RUDENESS. BUT THE STORY IS NOW ABOUT MY FIRST MARRIAGE NOT THE LAST AND CHON GESEH BEDINJA RESID SHAHRZAD LAB AZ SOKHAN FOROBAST...TILL TOMORROW WITH PART 3 TO BE CONTINUED......

suicide attack? Bombing in England by terrorists,CONDOLENCES TO VICTIMS

click on title for article, this is Trafalgar square .Also click here for President Bush and here for vice-President Cheney sign for london bombing victims in England's embassy. I hate it that jack STRAW ACTS LIKE BUDDY OF HASSAN ROHANI IN IRAN LIKE BROTHERS. scroll down too for part 2 of my memories.of General Sanii....also since my son is in Hawaii did not have a picture for posting so used my pregnancy pictures!I wishI was in Hawaii too.WHO IS GOING TO SPONSOR PUBLISHING MY BOOK?

Me, pregnant in Elahieh living in Timsar's house part2

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First for Mj lovers go to this site and enjoy a game.Then click on title and see pedar and Babak, then me pregnant again with my niece,Sepideh and brother in mother's house,Gheytarieh. Now part 2 of the story of my memories of my x-fatehr-in-law, General Sanii:

I heard that when my son was born he was in oil company’s building in Tehran and as soon as Timsar heard the news he kissed the ground! Well I first thought because he was their first male grand child bearing their last name,but then I found out there was another reason for it and that was the fact that he was born on the new year of the Bahais called eide Rezvan! I was so ignorant about their customs and beliefs that I was not aware of the day being so important for Bahais. Also one day when we were moving from one part of the garden to the big house built at the other side of the garden, I saw a picture of an old man in Touri joons dresser,I asked is he Bahman’s grand pa? and she said no this is Hazrate Bahaollah(The prophet of the Bahais). I felt ashamed but in Iran it was forbidden to publish his picture and their temple was destroyed couple of times.

Once when I was at timsar’s room in oil company (by the way on our way driving to the oil company there was me, Timsar and the driver and I heard Timsar was singing ,I alter told Touri joon that he was happy today,she said no she was praying,thats how I found out how Bahais pray) . anyway his office was on 20some floor, and Tehran was under our feet, Timsar showed me a building and said that was a Bahai temple and was destroyed.He may of said the name of it and I forgot. This was during the shah’s time, now they kill them and destroy their graves and they do that to Muslims too,advancement stupid style.

I also remember that when I got pregnant Timsar was very careful that I don’t eat greasy food and NO salt. He mentioned I should do this even when I am breast feeding. He had a good idea ,he said there should be a test for young couples on their knowledge of raising a child and/or nutrition knowledge. Nobody teaches you that at school or make you take a test. Funny thing is the government took Bahman for a physical and blood test before marriage so a virgin like me could be sure he is ok by the system. Stuff we went thru and still nobody wants to replace it with an intelligent system. I somehow agree with the testing for being a good parent part of it.

Anyway I know that Timsar loved my son a lot. And vice-versa. He even told me once in van couver as I went to visit Babak.When he was sick in his death bed in Canada my son asked him Baba joon what do you want and he said I want to die. And he died soon afterwards, may God bless his soul. I have not seen his grave yet,as I have not seen my grand ma and my mother’s graves yet,those in Iran and Timsar in Canada. I only saw him twice sick in hospital once in NY and once in Switzerland. I explain those events later.

After we got married, I first went back to Purdue University to finish my last year of school and Bahman joined me later and started a phd program thou he never finished it due to events that followed (Timsar’s sickness). I was hurt by the fact that first Timsar said Bahman is following you unconsciously(in his letter) and Touri joon called me from England and said we only can afford to either get him boze stereos or send him to America! This was after Bahman tore apart the travelers checks that my mother gave me for my last year of school at Purdue. My brother gave him a lecture for that and I found out Timsar was stingy and never invited anybody in for tea or coffee ( people who would come to the house to report something to him).Anyway the marriage started with me being hurt for several reasons, and as soon as we got to America(I left earlier and Bahman followed later) we stayed in the married students houses in Lafayette Indiana. Then Bahman got his wedding present or whatever you call it and that was a Porsche ………..This Porsche became my HAVOO or like his second wife! I REMEMBERED THAT HIS MOTHER CALLED ME FROM ENGLAND AND SAID WE CAN EITHER afford to SEND BAHMAN TO AMERICA OR BUY HIM A BOZE STEREO! MY HUSBAND ??? I ANSWERED AS YOU WISH, SUCH A QUESTION AND LATER THEY had the money to EVEN Buy HIM A PORSCHE!Stuff like these always bothered me,treated like ....

O.K after several months we heard that Timsar had a brain hemmorage due to having a car accident in Caspian sea area and hiding the symptoms. The driver was the same guy who was following me at the sea side on my honeymoon,Deylami! Timsar was flown to New York and was attended at Mayo clinic. Bahman left for NY and I followed later. My mother was there too for a short while. They operated on his left side of brain and Timsar again faked the symptoms and was released. I remember we all got to Bahman’s little Porsche to leave the hospital and Timsar was complaing that how one would pay so much for a car to sit so uncomfortably in it and me and Touri joon smashed in the back of a Porsche 911 keeping quiet. In matter of days we were back to the same hospital cause his right side of brain had hemmorage and he could not move a hand and a leg. They again operated on him and flowers and sefarat and special attention of the Shah…. He flew back to Iran all recovered. Then I finished school and Bahman and I went back to Iran and lived with them. What followed which was the revolution nobody could guess ………..to be continued

keychain; got comments will write tonight, if my son send another picture of Timsar SANII

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O.k I am answerin Lavinia (http://lavinialive.blogspot.com/) the brave readre who left a message fom South Africa(some Iranians shame!). She aske me to see her blog too and there she was asking about what is on your keychain and in your purse. Also click on title and see my purse and its contenet. Also click here to see BITA's kechain,here. What is in your purse and on your key chain? Also here is my reaction to bobmbing of England:
Its sad to see how Terrorist intimidate west and get by. The main reason for this terrorist activity was their dislike of summit G8 and inthe end they could make an effect in the summit by removing Tony belair from the summit,the man who arranged it. And who is replacing him Jack Straw? more moderate towards Iran . Well as long as Iran's regime is in power and has his hands on oil momey to fund this terrorist activities more happens. It will hit home again till Bush has to fight in 2 fonts instead of just fighing with terrorist, it goes on as long as world dont show reaction to hostage takers. We gave 26 years to the terrorists to regroup,get stronger,instead of catching them when they took the first hostage or did the first international terror. Please ask the President to topple the regime in Iran as they feed and host alquade .Their best friend is Ahmadinejad and Khamenei and government of Iran.

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on my way to Santa Barbara today to drop a resume. I do need comments and I know some people for sure can leave a message even as anonymous. Click here for some lompoc flowers. Stop being stingy andsemej. Kian I wont count you as 2 or 3!LOL. Also this is a public weblog so you can give the address to whoever you want,mother of Lilo. I am writing about Timsar Sanii now and may get to 2 or 3 parts. Hey is this pooste shir color of skin of a lion?click here
or is this one?

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